Youknowwhat?Negative thoughts will always have a way to get into our minds. I have been sick and layed on the couch since this friday and trust me, happy thoughts have been hard to find. But you can always make the decision to think forward and do whatever that makes it feel better. Right now I am focusing on Paris where I want to spend my summer and more. I am still in the fight for the job but right now all I can do is wait. Waitwaitwait. But in my bad mode I know what can make me feel better. Dreamdreamdream.